Tuesday, July 21, 2026.

Hewo hewo my darlings o/, today has been a chaotic combination of a tough and cheerful day XoX.

I think ill first start with the bad news and then with the good news as to not finish today's post with a bitter aftertaste. You may aswell skip ahead to the good news if you rather get to only read about the good part of my day ^^.

On the dark side, today our dog Mei-Mei had to go through a surgery, her life wasn't in danger or anything like that, it was just that she's almost a year old now and because of so it apparently becomes necessary for her to become sterilized,, That alone sounds a bit scawy and i would have oposed if it wasn't for the fact that it was highly recommended so that she doesn't develop any health issues in the future, plus both of my parents who investigated a bit about it were convinced to proceed with the surgery,, so i figure it was necessary afterall. though seeing her super-tired and complainning really breaks my heart even if it was for her own good (／_;)/ as of now she's my only friend in the world and i really do wish her for a very very long and healthy life to spend us together. I have been taking an eye of her through most of today, making sure to give her some headpats so that she doesn't feel lonely and speak to her to calm her aswell. my back hurts real bad from sitting in the floor for long, ouchies (￣０￣; but she is a very strong girl and she's doing her best to recover from the operation, i figure she will keep to not feel like herself for a couple of days,, but i have faith she will get better in not too long.

Okie, so, here comes the bright side of today ( =＾ω＾), with every passing day i'm becoming more and fond of the userbase of neocities! today in particullar there was quite a gathering of people spreading positivity through other users, which made me pretty happy to see :D, such as,,, (uhh,, wait,, is it okay for me to show their names without asking permission? maybe they don't wanna get mentioned :o),,, hmmm oh welp i don't wanna be inconsiderated, to put it plainly; i saw a lot of people being super kind with eachother and that made me happy ^w^. oh oh! and on the positive i am also getting to get along with a lot of people and making new friends.
I would lie if i said i don't feel lonely anymore,, but little by little i do am starting to feel less and less lonely and more and more accompanied (๑•᎑•๑) and a lil more secure about myself too.

Dear reader, thanks super-duper lot yet again for sticking to the end, my eyes are getting super eepy so ig im heading straight to bed after sharing the blog post.
Oh! and btw! ill also be adding dark mode most certainly tommorrow (unless i mess up xP). Until next time!

❤︎ Ashley.